I hate this part right here.

I hate that insecure feeling.

I lost him.

now I'm loosing you.

I'm afraid, she's nut case over you.

I'm loosing you, but remember you promised never to abandon me.

I think too much at times. I hate myself for that.

Still, sometimes i think im the nut case one.
Thats because you're such a great friend.
A friend who teases and makes me laugh.
A friend who loves God as much as i do.
A friend who is.. just a friend and never an enemy :)


you wouldnt read this and so why am i still posting this?
its because you're on my mind too much,
this is killing me.

i need to snap outta this.
i want to be your friend forever,
and so i need time to heal.